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フリーターにでもなるか? [ヤケクソの神様]

 オレに附いている神様は「貧乏神」と「ヤケクソの神様」…。
 落ち込んでいる時にはこの「ヤケクソの神様」が降りてきて、オレに無茶な行動をとらせる。

 クソも出もしないパチスロで、5万〜7万と突っ込ませたりね…。(元彼にフラれた時の話。もう会いに行けないなら金など必要ない、とばかりに突っ込んだ…)

 この「ヤケクソの神様」が今、オレにとらせようとしている行動、それは…退職。
 元々今の会社は辞めようと思っていて、数年前から求職活動をしているのだが今一つ思うようにうまくいかない。
 ついこの間も、履歴書が書類選考でハネられて送り返されてきたばかり。

 まぁ、年齢的なものもあるのだろうが、今の会社で働きながらの求職活動に、正直限界を感じてきている。
 シフト勤務で職安に思うように行けないし、行けたとしても、面接を申し込むのにも時間的な都合で気を使ってしまい申し込みたくても申し込めないような状態。
 今の職場は従業員の数がギリギリの状態な為に、もし「いついつ来て下さい」とシフトとかぶった日にちを指定されてもおいそれと仕事を休むわけには行かないのだ。辞めた後のことはどうなろうと知ったことではないが、勤めている以上は、一緒に働く同僚たちに迷惑をかけたくはないからね。(辞めると云うことそのものが迷惑になるだけにね)
 こっちの都合で日にちをずらしてもらうにしても、無理を云ってあまり先延ばししてもらうのも申し訳なさすぎる。

 かといってオレの転職は、一応至上命題。今の会社自体いつまでもつか判らないようなところだから、40代に入る前に転職してしまいたいのだ。この先、ますます転職が難しくなる年齢になっていくのだから。

 そのせめぎ合いの中で、とりあえず今の職場を離れ、アルバイトでもしながら職を探そうかと思ったわけだ。
 考えが甘いのは判っている。この年齢で出来る(雇ってくれる)アルバイトだって限られてくるだろうしね。
 このまま正社員に戻れずにフリーター人生を歩む羽目にならないとも限らない。

 一種の賭けに近いものではあるが、今「ヤケクソの神様」がオレの背中を押そうとしている。

 どうせ理想の男にはなれないのだ。堕ちるなら堕ちればいい。
 堕ちた所でオレはオレだ。
 地位に惚れられたところで嬉しくもないじゃないか。

 神様が耳元で囁く声がする。

Posted by 源九郎 at 21時55分

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ボクも29歳のときに、
仕事のことで、
いろいろあって、
思いっきり、辞めたことがあります。
(前の職場のとき)

一ヶ月くらい、仕事探してみたけど、
なかなかなくて、
結局、もとの職場に電撃復帰!
したりなんか、しました・・。

なかなか、仕事探し、大変でしょうけど、
男一人、
どうにか、こうにか、
生きてくことはできますから、

後になって後悔しない!
っていう信念で、
思いっきりのよい、決断、
しちゃってください。

・・・うちの職場、
なんでだか、営業ばっかししか、
募集してないんだよな・・・ちっ。

まもおう 2006年12月05日 00時17分 [削除]

今の会社は辞めたらハイそれまでよ、電撃復帰はあり得ない。

残念ながら男一人、ではない所がちょっと問題。今は母親と同居なのでね…、それも収入が不安定な母親と…。

実は、それが最大の“壁”だったりする…。

源九郎 2006年12月05日 22時28分 [削除]

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